Heaven couldn't wait for you..

Sometimes, you draw a smile in someone's face
and remind them about every grace

Heaven couldn't wait for you.

Sometimes, you can pure sadness as you write
& you hold your self and smile as wide as you might

Heaven couldn't wait for you.

All you ever did was try
& you hold your self, and try NOT to cry

Heaven couldn't wait for you.

Wishing them the best and all they ever did was hurt
You act brave enough while they talk dirt

Heaven couldn't wait for you.

While you be there when no one once would
That's why you have a heart, and give as you should.

Heaven couldn't wait for you.

It's not you being polite is the problem
It's that they have black hearts, its roaming among them.

Heaven couldn't wait for you.

You pray that all your pain will go away.
As you pray, your sadness will go astray.

Heaven couldn't wait for you.

No one was there for you to care.
That's why you put your hands up, and feel god's air.

Heaven couldn't wait for you.

So, go on..

Go home.

I made it.

Look back

We all stand here, tall, believing yet achieving, yet it is our goal.
We shed tears together, we live together in the same buildings, the sound of bells, and heels of teachers while we scream "Can we have a free period" has now come to an end.

Years and years we have waited for this day, to show tears and love and care for each other, and now? It's time for me to show it.

Najd gave us everything, the blue skirts the T-shirts we always disobey wearing them, the pens the pencils, the ABC's, the love, the care, for us to be aware of what is coming.

While writing this, I would like to remind you of how birds find homes, of how we seek love to our mom's, and how we smile everyday while we don't know what is going on, remembering that "we have had the time of our lives"

Bells will stop, the old yellow floors will shut, and the wooden doors are locked.

It is us, it is us that lived and strived all through that building.

We always remind our selves with the happy thoughts, no one has to be sad.

Remember the fights we have been though? I'll miss that.

Remember the eyes we looked through? I'll miss that.

Remember the help that we are used to? I'll miss that.

Remember the noise that we walk through? I'll miss that.

Whenever we are apart, still

Remember the food we used to buy, the pens we used to write in, the smiles we used to share

But now? It's waving time. 12 years has passed so fast, I still remember everything like yesterday beside studying.

You will mean the world to me, and always, I wish I'm surrounded by my daughters and let them meet yours, "she was my high school colleague"

I will never forget us going to the administration, signing in papers, deducting marks.

Najd thought us to be who we are made to be, soldiers.

Through hurricanes we can still see land, through the storms we still see light

Through every accomplishment we always see a fight, we hope for the best as we might.

I ask god to fulfil you with his care, and protect you in his sleepless eyes from the seven sky's above. I ask him to guard you under any sky.

And here is some of the name's I would like to thank because they have made my years count as well, and I surly apologise for not remembering any or forgotten.

Felwa Alsaud: The one i can take advices from, Thank

you for helping me since you are now on my speed-dial, I will always look up to you. 

Nada Alsaikhan: I will miss our special hug, really. And I would bring a shawarma store just to see a smile in you.

Haya AlOraini: The dancer, Thank you for being fair enough for everyone. You really do have a great personality.

Leena Bin dehaish: Helping is in your blood, so is giving! A great person, a great great person!

Shaikha Almunif: No matter what is going on, you always do smile. People would run a mile for you.

Nayfa AlBrahim: He/She is a lucky stranger who would run into you. A good advice giver.

Lamaa AlRumaihi: Thank you for letting me become the person I am now, no matter what; your'e respected from the deepest core of my heart.

Dania AlAlshekh: You are considered my twin. ENOUGH SAID.

Heba AlKuraidly: You never fail to make happy, with food and laughter.

Mashael AlGunaiman: You always run to me whenever you needed advice, when I'm no good for that but you love it. I always enjoy sitting with you.

Mada AlAwad: The beating heart of the motto caring. I love you so much it hurts.

Razan AlFouzan: Your like my mom I can always count on, I am lost without you.

Sadeem Akif: I love bugging you; It's my thing but I love you.

Farah AlSajjan: Thank you for making laugh, It's uncountable.

Raghad AlSanousi: YOU DESERVE EVERYTHING GOOD IN THIS WORLD.

Yara AlOlayan: 6 years and still.. one of my hearts favourites.

Hadeel AlSaheel: I love your shape, and even the shape of your personality.

Fawzia AlShuhail: Whenever I listen to B I will always have you on my mind.

Jawhara AlNowaiser: You bring joy, to everyone.

Haya Abo Khodair: You are really one special thing, I'm glad you are cherished.

Cousi: I have the honour to relate to you.

Maha AlHuthail: May god blesses you with his choicest blessings for making me happy every time.

Noor Abo Alenien: You are a happy person inside out, may god bless you.

Esraa Arabi: Thank you for helping each and everyone of us, we needed you and you were there.

Noura AlMandeel: YOU BRING HAPPINESS AND INNOCENCE TO ANYONE!

Shahad AlShaer: I will remember you with every vacation.

Tala AlRawwaf: You make everything easy, may god eases your life

Nazek AlShalhoub: I wish i had the same as your eyes because my mom loves them! You run in me & my moms veins, we can't not love you.

Layal Noubani: hewani.. i will miss you!!

Nora AlShorafa: YOU BECAME TOO BEAUTIFUL, MY EYES WOULD SHUT TO PROTECT YOU.

Yara AlSaidan: I would run out of thank you's for you being there without turning your back not even once.

Basma AlGhamdi: You inspired me for writing in this blog, you deserve everything after god.

AlAnoud AlHamad: I may not "hang" a lot, but whether you like it or not, whenever I see my hand and how I fell in front of you 8/7 years before, I was crying with joy because you were my best friend.

Zaina Bakeer: Soft kisses is your thing!! Keep it up.

Jojo AlFehaid: Naomi, you are perfect and joy-able. I love you for so many reasons!

Arwa AlGudair: Thank you for everything beautiful, you are happiness within.

Nouf Salamah:  The active soul, the positive thinker, you bring hope all over back to life.
Sarah AlTuwaijiry: You always help, you always smile, last but not least you always have fun.
Rund Kabbani: Thank you of every grain of effort you did for us, you are surly not forgotten.
Ghada AlThukair: I always loved to see you smile.
Hala Abo Shagra: The way you walk makes you oh-so special in my heart.
Raneem AlKattan: I love your eyes, I love how they speak about love of this year every time I talk to you.
Hala Helmi: THANK YOU above everything what I have said, through EVERYTHING.

 Sorry if anyone has been forgotten, I love each and everyone of you.

Reema Almalik

2014

Smoke

I find distraction in breathing..
can't focus
Is it the oxygen i'm breathing
Or you that i'm inhaling?
Somehow it's weird,
Broke into my system
I called my self a victim.


In cold nights, I find in your palms warmth
In wrong turns, I find you sum up all rights
In the darkest dreams, all I see is you & some lights.

Reema

heaven

when the moon doesn't gloom that same way that it used to 

just know that i need you here with me 

and i'de rather wish the stars would it be?

I wish lights could do you right

do you sleep tight?

do you feel alright?

Asking the darkest nights when is daylight coming

to feel the breeze you kept me promising

As i gaze in your name

It drives me insane

you're gone, and I can't win you back because it's not a game 

I hope heaven is the place you will always gain

in my heart, my soul, and my vein.

if we were in space

360 days, I who ever knew.

That in some place; Mars or Earth you will feel like dew.

I can see you, between our stars you flew.

Remember? Our starts.. As we get older they never grew.

We painted it,  in our hands we drew.

For the world, every individual in this world was aware of our view .

No one could ever undo.

undo the beautiful see, the moon, and the dazzling colour of blue .

It was our secret to keep, the keeping of our secret of me & you. 





-Reema

my pen is working

"& i'll start hating only if you let me"
"guess she don't have the time to kick it no more"

all you did was replace me
break me
escape me
all I ever did was trust
save for you the lust
and loving you was a must

How could you?
Sleep at 3:44AM
Go to other people and date them?
you remember our vows and say them?

while I'm here

From the AM to the PM

thinking about that ocean you drowned me in

with no words, no doubts.

just my oxygen.. fades and fades by time

no one hears, no bubbles appear

just me.. smiling in the core, hoping one day i'll disappear 

with no limits, no love, and no more fear

so everyone could know you, and see you so clear

don't you save me, and don't ever come too near

we were never lovers, and you were never a peer. 

-Reema

life time travel

Its a bit crazy how life runs, as if its a competition.
I was grade 10 yesterday, now I'm waiting for my graduation rob.
Somehow, I think it is sad how life goes, but yet? I'm exiled of rife to give me some of its surprises.
I thank god frankly for the people I have met and the people i'm about to meet.
At least, they are lessons, and for some people have to absorb the reason of life and why are we even here. All in all, accomplishments through where the storm had made us become.
Look at life at my edge, a chance to have fun and live the life we are promised to, you really do NOT know what is a head of you, but you are aware. At some point people are amazed how people get through the hardest and wear a smile everyone is used to, but believe it or not, it rains the most to those who deserve the sun. And at some point of any of your days going through the worst? We have to fill our eyes with sadness for us to get a clearer view.
Remember:
God will always be with you.
Cherish your mother is you have the ability to.
I believe that the language of signs, actions DO NOT speak louder than words.. But time shows the value of them both.
As long you have a place to stay, a job and a salary you can own by your self.. Do not brag about your PERFECT life.
Lungs are used for breathing, so does mind for thinking. 

Don't overthink, just hope its right     -J.Cole

So remember to always think twice.

Head ready..

I keep my mind safe and sound. 

DO GOOD, PRAY RIGHT, EAT FOOD.

Some really accept getting stepped at.. but one time, they will wake up in the wrong side of the bed.

The subject about this post is, not everyone will enjoy anything you do.

Not all fingers are the same.

They way you should take life or situations is:

• Leave everything to god, he will fix things.. with time
• Do not "hang" we negative people, they are no good
• You deserve to be happy, so grant it for your self
• Don't plan for your dream, and see some other person claim it and do it instead of you
• Aim, Achieve, Accept, Accomplish .. The three A's of my life, to put my targets steady.
• Love your family, they are the only thing you will ever have.
• Kiss your mom, do her good? Life will treat you better.
• Little things that matter, not problems.
• Never mind the surprise box of life, surprise life before it does.
• Never count on someone until you count on god.

You will come back reading this post, after you do life.

Don't worry, I'll wait.

AWAY

we didn't have a thing to loose

And we have no way to go 

Hand in hand, its our way to choose

And go with the flow

Same way, same day, same shoes

With you. I will forever grow

Life is a healer, and trust is a bruise

Its love. And only love that you & I know

We wont search we have clues

We always go high and we never go low 

Reema

Those blessings I'm blessed with

I have to dedicate this post to the most important people in my life.
Some guess that I'm just meeting some people who will just leave, or change in other words.
I ASSURE  you, they are the world to me.
AlAnoud AlJeaid.. Enough said.
She concurs my whole life, in her own bare hands. The one I can count on, to make me smile. The thing is, I never thought I'd be lucky this much
The letter is:

Dear AlAnoud.. 

" you never know you will love her 'till you let her go "

I wouldn't let you go, you are the best thing that ever happened to me.

Moreover, you blessed me. May god bless you through his seven skies above.

Thankyou. For standing, tall, knowing that I'll always love you every single day, and yes,

day after day.. until law takes me.

The other hand, Nouf Aziz.

1. Beauty.
2. Trust worthy.
3. Faithful.
4. A heart, of PURE gold

That moment, I knew no one would come your place, affirmative, no one. 

You know how to make a human being feel way better, thank god for you. 

The letter is:

Dear Nouf..

"you know your my saving grace, your everything I need and more, its written all over your face"

I can't tell, is it you, or that truthful heart of yours.

Thankyou for my room make-over first, second.. you lightened up my life Nouf!

Your the best sister I ever wished I would have someday.

Thank you, for being YOU, and being in my life. 

-Reema Yahya AlMalik

Be brave

Brave enough to walk a lonely road by your self, with your feet barely carry you.

Brave enough to speak the truth while everyone is looking at you.

Brave enough to talk about someone as if they are standing right next to you.

Brave enough to do no sin knowing god is seeing you, yet with you.

Everyone claim they are fearless, but under some circumstances, they can't claim their selves even.

Fear? I'll define fear for you.

If you love someone, fear is letting them go; picturing life -tomorrow- without them.

If you studied so hard, fear from its cousin.. failure. Yes, keep going. Study your knee caps-off.

With no fear? There wouldn't be any risk.

Life is a risk.

Risk is the meaning, trying and demanding the things you should have done a long time ago.

Take a look around, isn't this perfect?

Reading from a blog that without fear there wouldn't be life.

Yes, I AM SERIOUS.

 

A girl

To hid feelings or to show?
Its the worst you can ever know.
All the years, should I let it go?
Should I? Let me go and blow.
Blow the sadness, and watch it flow.
Dark room, walls gloom, music on the row.
Neon lights, i remember when we rocked slow.
Slow, that time wouldn't let us know.
Watch lights fade, let it all low.
Love was hate, and hate was to grow.

Standing

Standing tall..
Im really sorry for this late late post, I truly want to post things all over again.
Thank you for reading my posts, all of you!
It really means a thing that i'm being heard in this world!
Thank you. -Reema